ARGH!

it's such a bummer to realise that right now, where i used to live in philippines is the number one hangout spot of the highschoolers in SJWMS, my former school.
wouldn't it be great if things just didnt have to change?
i can picture myself, hanging out with those people who i could've grown up with my whole childhood life.
but i was, (unfortunate or blessed?) enough to be able to live my life in different places.
if only everything was up to me to decide, i would've just stayed in philippines all my life.
its just a sad reality that there's no one i really grew up with in my childhood life.
i wonder how it feels like to be with someone who was your friend since you started school, 8 years worth of friendship. i would never have the chance to have that.
i am a filipino, so i should deserve to live a normal filipino life right?
how ironic is the fact that most of the filipinos out there yearn to live in america, and here i am in america now, wanting life back there in the philippines.

i shouldn't have looked through fraulein's photo album in multiply. brings back the years.
10 years of school life with people so familiar, you could be brothers and sisters.

okay, senti done.
hahaha.

let me get back to my old self again.
:D
hold on, thats still me. whatever version that is.
anyway, had chinese today for dinner.
i'm SICK of chinese?
i want filipino dishes :DD
hahaha.
i'm missing philippines so much!
but please, we cant turn back time can we?
will a machine that can turn back time but still keep good memories pop up somewhere?
because i absolutely DO NOT regret moving to singapore. how can i ever meet you wonderful peeps out there?
i'm still glad i'm still alive.

i might say.
i'm alive with the glory of LIFE
whatever that is, i'm still searching for it.
but i am thankful to have known such good people.
although yeah, there are many bad times, there's still so much more good times.

so pucker up and kiss the world around you! <3

i can be so mixed up.
surely be.

a shout out to, MAX. (:

max is such a wonderful chatmate. hehehe. like, i think almost all the time we never run out of things to say? and he agrees to almost whatever i say :D max, you ROCK!

misunderstand that shoutout and you're DEAD.

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max; yep! disneyland it is :D or do you prefer some other place? hehee.