yo man.
okay, so today we went to dolphin mall.
ended up going in my aunt's car, instead of taking the bus.
which is an awesome plus :D

hahaha. so like yea, we walked around.
bought some stuffs.

then we went for an hour of bowling at strike. :DD
yippee.
i dont know what happened to me today though,
i almost always got gutter.
maybe its cos my wrists hurt.
and no, i havent been slitting them.
hahahaha.

anyway, well yeah i bought new levi's jeans :D
from ross, so its cheaper.

im really devastated right now.
my mom was talking to my aunt in the car on the way to dolphin mall,
and she was sharing what my dad's previous boss told him.
about how my dad has already "gotten" the job,
and the flippin interview is only for formality's sake.

no way man.
i mean, i do want my dad to get the job,
i just dont want to move.


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so like yeah, its pretty horrible.
knowing that my dad has probably gotten that job.
and how maybe in a couple of months, we'll be moving away from florida.

there's alot of positives and negatives.
lets list them.

positives

- travelling to new places
- being closer to where celebrities live? (haha. i dont really care much)
- making more new friends
- and possibly new FILIPINO friends (there's alot of filipinos in california)
- making more money (according to my dad)
- possibly moving to a higher grade, to my supposed level. NINTH GRADE!
- having a better life (according to my dad)

the point above, about having a better life, well to me, my life was great even before we had to move all over the place. but i guess for money's sake, it wasnt really good? idk.

and let's get to the negatives.

NEGATIVES

- leaving youth ministry.
- leaving my friends in youth ministry.
- leaving, especially TREVOR, HANNAH, CAROLINE, AND A COUPLE MORE PEOPLE.
- BASICALLY LEAVING.
- leaving school/school friends
- adapting to a new lifestyle, yet again.
- missing the friends i made here. especially the people mention earlier.
- most probably, missing trevor really badly? hahaha.
- packing up all the many many stuffs i have right now. hahahaha.
- ah. heck, its mainly about youth ministry. and friends. and school.

gaah.
this is how much i suffer everytime we move.
even my mom doesnt want to leave.
but heck, we all know life would definitely be better in california.

so if we do move, i have plus one more destination for holidays.

- here, in florida
- philippines
- singapore

so like yeah, the most probable one that i can go to when i'm 16 or 18 is florida.
and the philippines one would be with my family.
but i would definitely make a point to go back to singapore when i'm older.
and i have enough money to spend.
hahahaa.

see how hard life is for me?
tsktsk.