okay.
alot of things happened tonight, and they get really really personal, so i cant really blog about it.

but its DEPRESSING, and i'm like the most depressed person right now?
i've never felt this depressed before. its shocking.
but dont worry, im not going EMOFREAKWHOCUTSHERSELF.
im just going EMO.

muahahahaaa.

and im leaving in.. 10 days.
wowwww.
that sucks.
and i havent started packing my flippin stuff yet.
like, my room looks really FULL.
with stuffs.

tonight was my second last youth group.
it wasnt so emotional.
its just, gaah. not getting to that point.

there's just SO MUCH going on in my life right now, i cant think.
uhm well actually i can, its just that i cant think of anything good anymore.
just like, everything i can think about is what's happened recently.
and its just so HARD.
sigh sigh.

im gonna go try to sleep it off.
byebye (: