hello (:

i was bestowed upon numerous nagging by mr LUCAS CHAN to update.
so here i am.


there's nothing much to blog about nowadays really.
unless of course, you want to hear me drag my emotions about the undying sadness i feel.

i think i shall do that now (:

i really really miss having youth group.
life is just so different without it.
it feels so empty, knowing that in your week, you dont really have anything interesting to look forward to.
i miss those cool gathering we had every friday.
playing volleyball, chillaxing, playing video games, dinner, and then the cool worship time and bible study.

i feel like my life right now is preparing for a BIG u-turn, away from my main ending point,
which of course is, GOD <3
and i'm trying my best best best not to let that happen.
because i DONT want that to happen. duh.
its just that its hard for me to concentrate on spiritual stuff when there's no activity enforcing it.
encouraging it.
but its not like i do like, really crazy stuff in replacement of that.
its just, i guess i dont spend as much time with God like i used to, which wasnt really alot to start with.
but still, i just wish so badly that my church will create a stable youth group soon, or maybe i would find an alternative youth group that is church related in a way, but not under my church.
and, it has to be christian too.
so yeah.

school's been great for me.
except that huge math test that i think i did real badly on.
it wasnt hard, it was just TEDIOUS and we didnt have enough time.
oh, and we're playing HANDBALL in PE!
it just gives me the thrill of the game (:
and the memories that come with it.

and, minor crush on this dood.
XP
i shall not explain no further more.
MUAHAHAHA.

and yeah, im doing major bonding time with kayla.
plus, my sister and her brother, brad, are getting along real well.
brad is in 5th grade and bea is in 3rd.
and kayla and i never fail to think about what it would be like if sparks flew between them.
we would be in laws!
ohemgee. haha (:
plus, kayla will always tease them and tell them not to get married, that they're still young.

shoot.
3rd grade.
i remember when I was in 3rd grade in philippines.
major major crush there.
HAHAAHAHAAAAA.

but i think i already had a major crush since i was in first, so yeah, whatever.

hmm, i dont think there's anything else.
oh, amber showed me some major shitty video today.
almost puked.
*BLUEARGH*


so there, i posted (:

and im glad i finished the chapter 7 paper for history, and the science homework.
now i have to start studying for the major test on the bill of rights on friday.

and i think we're going to the mall tomorrow.
so yeah.

TTYL doods.
alrighteeyo. buhbye (:

loves!