revelations.

english; we started off on romeo and juliet, with all these packets and stuff, and like, a homework assignment of reciting a sonnet, stuff like that. GAHHHHH. hella work. but i hope it will be fun though.

advisory; as usual, gossip time. HAHA. hella planned stuff too!

brunch; dude. patrick hella told me the wrong name. so like, i totally humiliated myself. but i slapped patrick. LIGHTLY, chilllll. so yeah. we're even-ish? ahha. OH. his cross on the necklace is missing! i was like, HAHA i totally stole it while you were sleeping. and he started searching my pockets ROFL. x]

spanish; WELL SOMEONE WAS DAYDREAMING! haha. you know who you are, girrrrl.

math; hmm. more work, yeahhh. hella stories from mrPAUL, he hella wastes our time x]

lunch; was ehhhh. went to jackinthebox with ver, but like, the lines were a mile long, so walked to 7-11, and the line was long too, so we just walked back to school and got lunch there x] then hung out with people, yeah, the normal stuff.

computers; working on project 3 now, with tori. i swear, i think we're the only ones who have gone this far. others are still in project 1. and like, the teacher doesnt even TEACH. wth? hahahaha.

afterschool; walked home with sarina and them (i dont mean to like, say that sarina's more important, but like, the way i mention a group, i just go ________ and them, and whoever's name is mentioned, thats the person im closest to in that group). then went to mickeyD's with my fambam and went home. yeaah. boring.

dude. i feel so evil.

and you, i dont even know what to say to you. you think its fun bs-ing me? hah, you don't know, how much i've been through because of you. they think its love, i think its PITY. yes boy, PITY. cause i know i'm the only one who understands you, who knows who you truly are. and yet, you still decieve me. why can't you just go straight up? and im sorry i've been stupid enough MILLIONS of times to accept you back into my life, for you to ruin it again. you say its your friends who start it, but i find out you start it too. so what does that make you? and you are SO gonna regret doing this, because you know i hold the key. you know what im talking bout. without me, you dont get her. true, you might get her on the phone, and every other possible connections, but when it comes to seeing her in person, you know to get through her, you have to get through me. and if ever you see her without me, then congratulations, i hope you're happy. i hope you're happy that you got what you wanted, even though you broke everything else on the way there. once again, i'm done with you. and i really dont want it to be a temporary thing, neither do i want it to be permanent. i really cherish our friendship, but you've pushed me too far. you've hurt me too much. you've made me go through those days when i think i've lost everything. but i realized you're not everything. i'm done hoping you'll realize what you're missing out on, i'm moving on. i dont think you know whats wrong right now, and i think we should keep it that way, and i hope maybe someday you'll realize it. and maybe it will be too late. we once had something, now you get everything, and i have nothing. congratulations.