I hate you-

But I love you.
Why can't I decide? I thought I was done with you, but now I don't know. I thought I've had enough, but now I don't know. I thought I'm done crying over you, but now I don't know.

I don't like being unsure.
It's ironic how just a couple of days ago, I was telling ____ not to be unsure, and yet now, I myself am unsure.

I just thought you should know, that it pained me not to help you out.
I just thought you should know, that it took a lot for me to walk away from you.
I just thought you should know, that I really miss you.

But things are never going back to the way they were.