Goodbye.

Can I handle that?

Have you ever cried so hard and so much, you felt like your head was about to fall off?
I HAVE.
Have you ever felt so nervous, you wanted to throw up?
I HAVE.
Have you ever struggled to figure out a solution to a HUGE, seemingly unsolvable problem?
I HAVE.
Have you ever felt like all the life has been sucked out of you, and you're sitting there, like an empty shell?
I HAVE.

-I don't know what's gonna happen after this debacle. What's the consequences? What's the impact? What's gonna happen to her? To me? To us? To them? So many questions, to which I'm afraid of finding out what the answers are.

Stay strong.