Stress.

Getting to me, trippin over everything.
Back on varsity, but Yan and I are trying for mixed doubles today.

Yesterday was pretty unexpected. Lunch? Weird.
It was like back then. Only I know it's different. I wonder if he does too.
I'm not sure where this is going, but I'm ready to jump off the ride when it goes wrong.
I'm not about to sit comfortably, thinking it's going my way.
Because I know, nothing goes my way.

Game tomorrow at Irvington.
I wonder if I'll see Brandon. Haven't seen that kiddo for just about almost a year now.

Bio grade down to a B-
They don't know how much this kills me.
"Hey, it's a pretty good grade"
"Anything below an A is failing"

I'm a failure.