I feeeeeeel,

Unappreciated.

You asked me for a favor, I took you in. Left who I used to hang out with so you wouldn't feel alone. Because I cared, because I understood how it felt to be unwanted. So things went by greatly for a month or two, and then all of a sudden, I can't seem to find you around school anymore. I see you, always, but it's like you're not there. I get a hi, a hello, but what do simple words do for me? Nothing. Words, unimportant words, I could go without them. I guess you choose to be with those who isolated you in the first place. I guess now you feel like you belong again. Maybe I wasn't the right person to stick around with. We had a lot of things we agreed on, and we disagreed on the same things. I really thought you were gonna be one of the 'bests', but apparantly, things can change in such a little time. We went from being good friends, to acquaintances. I hope that you're happy where you are now, and if ever you feel like you need someone to be with again, I'll be glad to take you in. But a little thank you, would be much, much appreciated. I really miss hanging out with you though.

Tired.

It's the end of badminton season for me, as of today. Played in the MVAL at Washington, it was a fun experience. Played against the same girl I played with the first match of the season. Funny, first and last match with the same person. Other than the defeat, it was a great bonding time for us. Hopefully going again tomorrow to hang out. My knees are acting up again. They made me wonder, maybe it's something serious. As usual, no support from family whatsoever. "You lose all your games anyways, you're better off resting at home instead of going to practice everyday. When you injure your knee for good, who's gonna have to pay all those bills?". Good thing season's over, even though I plan on continuing to train for it anyways.