I feeel;

Affected by what she said.
I don't know if she's talking about me, but if she is, I'm kindof disappointed. We used to be so close to each other, and it all happened so fast. It was a give and take. I miss her. She was a really good friend of mine, and we really did bond well. And now this whole boy thing going on, I doubt that our friendship would ever go back to the way it was. Honestly, I don't know why I lost the ones that mean the most to me. The people who at that moment, seemed to be the ones who would definitely stick around no matter what, they are the very first ones to drift away.. I try not to think about it too much, but seeing them everyday doesn't help. I'm glad that school's almost over, at least this way our paths won't cross too much. Now I remember all those plans we made, back when we were still really good friends. I remember how we all thought we would make it through the year, how we thought that hey, maybe our friendship really would stand the test of time. Time. It was only about 3-4 months. Now it worries me, and now I'm afraid of getting too attached to ANYBODY, because I know, losing them, it's hard to handle. I don't want to end the year with a sad note.

Maybe I should try talking to her again, ask her to sign my yearbook or something. I thought about what I was going to write in her yearbook, if she has one. I thought about what I was going to write in his yearbook, if he has one. I thought about how things would've been if nothing changed, and we stuck together.

This year, I gained good friendships, and lost great ones.