Blown off.

Someday you will read this.

I'm tired of dealing with you. I'm tired of going through the same old shit. You never listen, you never care, so why should I? I just wanna thank you for ruining things. Because you think it's all about you, but it's not. People get affected too, you know? I think you do know. But you choose not to care. Because you are selfish. I want you to know how hurt I am. I want you to know how much shit you put me through, you put everybody through. I want you to know that I really miss the old you. There are reasons why I feel the way I feel. I hate him, because he changed you. I hate him because there came a day when you chose him over me. I hate that we're all going through this. I hate how you won't compromise. I hate how you ruined everyone's trust in you, I hate how you caused everybody to lose their respect for you. All for a guy that doesn't treat you right. All for a guy that isn't even all that. All for a guy who makes you cry, a guy who tries to blackmail you, tries to pull the guilt trip on you for everything that you do. I hate how you fall for it. I'm filled with hate for all the things that you've done. For all the things that everyone has done. I'm angry, I'm hurt. It upsets me, feeling like this. I used to be so excited whenever I see you. I used to adore you, to admire you. But I lost all that. I lost all the positive vibes with you. There's no more us. There's you, there's me. And there's that growing empty space between us. The space caused by all the trouble, all the tears, all the drama. I know I said we'll go through thick and thin together. But how do I do that, when you've worn me out? When you chose to do the same things over and over, when you know it's wrong? How do I stick it through, how do I find the ways to put up with it? I'm exhausted. I'm disappointed. I hate you for not listening to me. I hate you for doing whatever you want to do. And it's not that I never considered your side of everything. Because I did. But now? It's getting old. Life needs to move on. We can't all be stuck in this situation forever. Because it's not doing us any good. It never has, and it never will. When will you learn? When will you listen? When will you stop?

I can't believe we've lost it all.
It was great while it lasted.

So if you keep doing your own thing, if you keep choosing to do this?
I'm afraid I'm gonna have to let go soon.
I've held on long enough. I'm worn out. I'm done.
I loved you, and I always will.