was that forreal?

hah, i don't know anymore. you just confused the shit outta me, when i set my mind to do something. so like, as you said, did an angel come and stop it from happening? or are you once again, bullshitting me? i try to be aware of what you do from now on. i want to give you a chance, i want to work things out, but i'm gonna make a fool outta myself if i do that. so let's just see how it all goes from here. a fresh start. take 1943254792. lets make it happen this time around.

i'm feeling a little bit better right now. as SOMEONE said, i needa find a happy medium. and SOMEONE else cheered me up :] thanks you guys. it really means a lot.

there's a game tomorrow, freshman football in our school. but like, i don't know if i wanna watch it or not, cause i think i'd rather kick it with datdat. hahaha. at the hub? plus, i needa get a new binder! mine's falling apart cause i keep on dropping it. darn. ZUT! ahahahahaha.

so yeah, that's all for today i guess.
nighttt.