SICK.

hate it hate it hate it.

i've been wanting to write some poetry lately, but all i can come up with are lines. and i can't combine them because they wouldn't make sense together. hahaha.

so this weekend has been very, what can we call it, problematic? yeaah. i'm in the same situation, and i don't wanna make the same mistake again. i lost a friend, but then i gained some. though no matter how many i gain, the lost ones are always remembered. i don't wanna lose you, but i'm afraid i already have. i learned, that to gain trust, you gotta give trust. same as respect. i know you lost trust in me, and i accept that. i didn't wanna bring it up anymore, i know you're tired of hearing it. but here comes a new week, and what does it bring? i don't know. but all i know is that i'm holding on to the hope that it'll get better, as it always have. forgiveness, is all i ask, and if you can't, i really do understand.

i made a mistake, and i'm learning from it.

it's my purpose in life; to make people happy, to help them out when they need it. i can't help but make mistakes here and there.

i'll wait to see what tomorrow would bring.