the wait.

i was only looking out for him. you know i was.
i'm sorry to say, but you win.
everytime my phone rings, my heart skips a beat, hoping its you.
it never is, and it haunts me, afraid it never will be.
i may be worrying about nothing, but this is how i am.
things like this hinders me from functioning properly.
i know you can hold long grudges.

i'm hoping i won't be one of them.

please, i'm waiting.