In response,

Hi, how you doing? I hope you're having a MARVELOUS time living your life, cause I know I am. First off, I have no business in you not being home, that's your deal. And if you think I'm trying to replace you in your family? I have my own family, thank you very much. And don't even try to say that I have never been buddy buddy with your brothers, I've always had. But you know, since you were too busy with everything else, you probably never noticed. And I guess there are certain things I don't know, but that's always been the case, and I'm not even trippin about that. Don't even get me started on how you are with YOUR brothers and YOUR family. You know our families have been close, your family was my second family, and my family was yours. So now all of a sudden, you're gonna bitch about my friendships with your brothers? Please, if you want me to leave them alone, then why don't you back the fuck up and leave my sisters alone too then? You don't see me bitchin about you being close to my sisters. No one else was involved in this mess, it was between you and me. And before you even fucking start saying that it wasn't even anything to begin with, you are so fucking wrong. Not once did you come talk to me about it, really showed how much you cared for our friendship.

I got to say thank you for what you've done to me, for how you've changed me. Yes I dressed wack before, but don't we all? Don't try to say you didn't. I grew because of you, and I learned to stand up for myself. But after all that, I realized I was leaning against the wrong support. I needed you then, but you know what? I don't fucking need you now. You left behind a void that nobody want's to fill. Because it's a reminder of how you ruined a lot of things. And I know you don't view it that way. I looked up to you then, I wanted to be you. But now? After all this bullshit, I'd much rather be nothing than be like you.

ACHRS, bestfriends til the end?

You know that end we thought would never come?
Well, December 02, 2009 3.25 AM

The fucking end.